Monday, July 30, 2012

.:protein balls!:.

here is the protein ball recipe that i promised! like i said before, these are a staple around our house whether we just got done working out (or on our way), need a snack on a bike ride or simply, just need a snack! they are super easy to make, relatively inexpensive and the best part, you can make a few batches at once and freeze them!

 ok, you get it, they're good and worth it--

 ingredients:.
 >> 1 cup protein powder (vanilla, chocolate, cookies and cream--feel free to improvise)
 >> 1/2 cup peanut butter (i have to do separate batches:. almond butter for me, peanut butter for drew)
>> 1/2 cup honey >> 1/3 cup oats (raw/not cooked, i use quaker oats)
>> 1/4 cup sliced almonds
>> 1/4 cup soy nuts
>>1 tbsp H2O
>> bag of chocolate chips (i buy the dark chocolate mini chips, again improvising here is ok--there are alternative endings for these based on your preference and patience)

mix all of the ingredients until they are evenly blended, put in the freezer to stiffen (about an hour).





 roll into 2 inch balls (i put them on a cookie sheet lined with wax paper, easier clean up, duh). put back into the freezer.

 ok, so here is alternate ending #1:. if you decided to mix the chocolate chips in at the beginning of the recipe, then you're done! just let them stiffen in the freezer until you can put them in baggies or storage of your choice--this of course, is my favorite ending :)

 alternate ending #2:. do not mix the chocolate chips in at the beginning of the recipe. allow the protein balls to stiffen in the freezer for a good 1-2 hours. melt the chocolate chips and dip the protein balls into the melted chocolate. beware:. they melt and get sticky pretty quick, so you have to move fast! end with putting them back onto the cookie sheet and back in to the freezer until they are ready to be stored.

we always store ours in the freezer (they thaw and are ready to eat very quickly), but the fridge may work as well....


 nutrition facts:. approximately 135 calories and 12 grams of protein per ball. enjoy!!!!

 always striving for more,
 dee b.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

excuses, excuses

well friends, here i find myself with another month that has passed and no post! life happens, sorry, i am not sorry!

i didn't forget about you guys, i actually have been keeping a punch list on things to update you on!

first, my garden!

here is a picture of my FIRST zucchini-don't ask me why it turned out all lumpy... 

...but it sure tasted good! i must admit, it was pretty cool to prepare something that i had planted as a seed just a short time ago!



here are my first tomatoes that are starting to bloom. i am not sure how long it will take them to ripen for picking (note to self, 'google' that later...). i also have one tiny, brave, green pepper that is starting to peek out, but i didn't want to get too ahead of myself by taking a picture of it! more on my garden as it comes up (literally).



second, our place!

i know i promised pictures of our new place, but unfortunately (and fortunately) we are still playing around with the arrangement, accumulating new pieces of furniture and figuring out our new lives together under one roof! i haven't even though about decorating or hanging anything on the walls....but to be honest, i can't complain one bit. we have spent the past 7 weeks (already?!) compromising, compiling, discussing, and reminding each other that where we are right now, is exactly where we are meant to be. i am not ashamed to say that we have spent a few nights stepping over piles of clothes or letting the dishes sit overnight, so we can simply sit and enjoy our 'home' together. speaking for myself, i have moved at least once, sometimes twice, a year since i graduated high school, so having the feeling of being settled and having the comfort of 'home' back is invaluable. this has been especially apparent to me the past week as i have been very sick. i ended up getting strep throat along with a double ear infection and have been laid up most of the week on different cocktails of medications. i am finally feeling better, but simply, having the comfort of home was very humbling and something that i became extremely grateful for. plus, living with my hunk of a best friend isn't so bad either :)  

how is henry adjusting? well, after much debate about where to put medusa (the lovely ball python i inherited in this move), she ended up in the office right by his litter box and food dish--he couldn't be more fascinated! we had to do some customizing to her cage, so he couldn't make himself too comfortable around her, but he loves to just sit a watch her, this could be love at first sight! 


another thing we have been debating is whether or not henry needs a friend (aside from his one true, love medusa) around the house since drew and i find ourselves leaving whenever we feel like it; whether it is a quick run to the grocery store, a long afternoon bike ride or a late night happy hour. he may be the only cat who suffers from spoiled, only child syndrome (yes, that is his very own drinking fountain). 

                                              


alas, meet the new addition to our little family!



we don't have her quite yet (thank goodness, because we haven't even thought of any names!), but she is a birthday present from my brother and sister-in-law, pretty precious, right? ok, go ahead with the crazy cat lady comments, i've already decided it's my coming to old age that made me say yes. i am nervous about bringing this little peanut into henry's domain, after all, he is King Henry.


ok, ridiculous picture, i know, but seriously, he's pretty fricken handsome. i do have a lot loyalty towards him, so i am not sure how a little kitten will do around here--we will have to start off by making sure medusa knows that she is not her next feeding.....

we are open to hearing suggestions for names and i am definitely open for suggestions on anything from gardening to decorating/organizing a new place! i am really hoping to post an amazing protein ball recipe (they are staples around our house) REALLY soon! 


always striving for more,
dee b. 

Friday, June 22, 2012

as we go on, we remember....

all the times we've had together (now it will be stuck in your head).

this is a special post dedicated to drew's little sister, lizzie! as i mentioned in my last post, she recently graduated from high school and it was so neat to be apart of her celebration! 

i've only known lizzie for a little over 1 year at this point, but it certainly feels longer--in a good way :)

she has obviously been a big part of drew's life, but she has also been a big part of our relationship. it has been such a honor getting to know her, watching her grow and making memories with her. you can tell from the pictures below, she is obviously a bombshell, but she is so much more than that. she excels in everything, from academics to athletics. she decided to become a Bison next year at NDSU, where she has accepted both an academic and soccer scholarship. she has it all--brains, beauty and ability (and boys, she is single). being the youngest of 3, with only brothers, lizzie is the closest thing to a sister that i have, aside from my girlfriends. i have cultivated a sense of responsibility to protect her and always be there for her, supporting her as an older sibling would.

last spring, almost a year to date, lizzie tore her ACL in a big soccer game. having gone through the same injury, drew and i ached for her. although i had just recently met lizzie, i already wanted to protect her from many things, especially the devastation of that particular injury. of course, she took the injury head-on, like many things in her life, and is back on the field with full force. 

we have many more memories that are happier than this one (involving salon trips, anything to do with their grandma, Twitter along with many more) and i certainly hope there are many more (happy) memories to come! 

lizzie--you are such a talented, beautiful young lady and i cannot wait to see you flourish at college. your bubbly personality and bright light will take you many places at NDSU,  in college, your career and beyond. drew and i will miss you so much as you move to Fargo (you must really love soccer :) ), but know that we are only a phone call (or text, or tweet) and 4 hour drive away (if drew lets me drive, 3 1/2). we cannot wait to hear about all your college adventures (we can sensor some for drew's sake) and are so excited for you and the next 4 years, they really are great! keep shining bright and remember, you have already made us so extremely proud!  

(are there enough awards in the background?)

(my hot date)



(they don't look alike at all, do they?)

(lizzie, i hope you don't mind, i totally swiped this off your FB--what a fun group of girls!)

as far as an update with this big move, we are ALMOST totally settled. i never knew that two people could have so many clothes! also, what the heck do you do when you have 2 of almost everything? henry is slowly adjusting to his new home with a bad attitude. we don't let him drink out of the faucets like we did at the old place which makes him crabby, but he is a cat and he will adjust :) 

i am hoping to get some pictures up of the new place (and my growing garden) soon, but i am busier than ever trying to put together the odd ends around our place, nanny-ing a few times a week, and trying to train for this 1/2 marathon in august (which is a whole other battle). this weekend, i am hoping to cross organizing off the list because i am adding, nursing applications to it! i have a strong feeling that i won't be able to throw together an admission essay these days as easy as i did in school.....


until next time!

always striving for more, 
dee b. 

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

the best way of life is to be, simply be.

welcome back, friends!

i was hoping to be writing this post from my new office which would mean i'd be settled after moving which now tells you, i am not settled. i'm ok with that...i suppose!

together, the MF and i decided that we were at a good point in our lives and in our relationship to move in. while he is only moving from the loft of the house to the first floor and i am moving about a mile, it has been a process and A LOT of work! with little help from anyone else (we will admit, we didn't ask for it), we moved my queen bed set, couches (full couch, love seat and lazy boy), china hutch, dresser, coffee table, entertainment center and the rest of my belongings to our place.

we definitely made some new memories in this move, one of them including his grandma and i riding in the bed of her truck hanging onto a couch. in the past 4 days, we have been exhausted, skipped working out, ate unhealthy, bruised and cut ourselves, and poor Henry even sprained his ankle (he was such a good helper).

i can't tell you that we are totally organized and settled, in fact, i can see it getting worse before it gets better, but i can tell you that we will get there, little by little. i can also tell you, that we have done all of this (and put together a bed frame and dresser) without a single argument. that's a good sign, right?

i'd be lying if i told you that i am not anxious about getting everything organized and feeling totally settled, but i am taking the time to appreciate this transition period is our lives and simply enjoying this experience. it all boils down to the fact that i am so excited to be living with my best friend and take on this new journey with him and Henry no matter how long it takes us to organize.

how is Henry adjusting??? besides his sprained ankle (which he very dramatically limps when he knows someone is watching), let's just say that he is managing.....








as you can see, he has been clutch in this move, pulling through for us even with a bad ankle....

as if moving isn't crazy by itself, our craziness continues through this next weekend. drew's little sister is graduating this thursday and her big celebration is on sunday. everyone is pitching in and really looking forward to celebrating her, her success and the next journey of her life! besides that, drew has one of his best friend's bachelor party on saturday which i'm sure will put him in prime condition for the graduation party on sunday :)

i am hoping to check in again sometime this week, but between work, unpacking, bar-making, decorating and celebrating, i am not making any promises.

in the meantime, we are currently looking for a solution for all of OUR shoes (along with a butter dish, don't ask), but if anyone has suggestions, i would greatly appreciate it!


always striving for more,
dee b.






Monday, May 14, 2012

.:happy mother's day:.

as i get older, the dynamics of Mother's Day changes. not only does it get harder to make it home to celebrate with my own mom, but there are more and more Moms in my life, from other family to coworkers to my own best friends. another thing i've noticed as i get older is what it must take to be a Mom! i find myself in a habit of not having a schedule or habits! my days revolve around work, working out, hanging out with friends, cooking/baking, yoga, basically whatever i decide i want them to revolve. being a Mom, you must put a lot of these things aside or at least put a lot more effort into making time for these things. i respect that and maybe it's selfish for me to not want this (yet), but i truly do admire and am in awe at how much it takes to be a mother (although i am sure i am still underestimating it).

i was fortunate enough to see my mom and grandma on saturday at my Grandma's 90th birthday, 90! some people have asked me what her secret is and my response is, she simply forgets how old she is.....literally. we joke about it because it is hard to see such a strong influence in your life slowly lose grasp of reality and forget who you are, but she's still there, somewhere. either way, it was a very special way to spend a part of Mother's day enjoying the company of my mom, grandma and other family.


although i wasn't able to spend the actual Mother's Day with my mom or any other mommas in my life, i still felt like i was still spending the day with her because in a way, i am her (scary!).

in all seriousness, i have a lot to thank my mom for because i certainly wouldn't be who i am today without her guidance and example. i was fortunate to spend my day doing things that i know i enjoy thanks to my mom's influence; biking and gardening!

we always had a tradition growing up that my mom and i would plant her flower garden on Mother's day and i thought of that on sunday, as i was planting flowers in my own garden. it was a special moment that i got to spend by myself reflecting on those past years.

after the MF spent a couple hours with his mom and grandma, we decided to go on a looooong bike ride and enjoy the nice day (approx. 35 miles, yikes). along the way, again i felt my mom's silent presence as i enjoyed the nature, the fresh air, and simply the sport of biking. the MF and i even mentioned how it's crazy, but nice that we are finally able to enjoy the scenery without our parents around to 'encourage' us to appreciate it.

so here is a much deserved shout out to my momma:  i cannot begin to thank you enough for all that you have done for me. from being my sanity in a household of boys, to all of our BK trips (although incredibly unhealthy, i will never forget our order: whopper jr with cheese, no onion or tomatoes and fries x2), for all our shopping trips, being my running buddy and most important, believing me when i didn't believe in myself whether knee related or otherwise. i will forever have your influence apart of me including the big characteristics such as cleaning (someday), mannerisms and devilishly good looks to the silent things, enjoying nature and leading a healthy lifestyle (i'll overlook the years of BK). you will always be my momma, my support and my best friend, i love you MORE.

please enjoy these photos, a few are from our bike ride on Mother's day while a few are some with me and my mommas in my life.....you are all amazingly strong and selfless women......

















always striving for more, 
dee b.


Tuesday, May 8, 2012

.:notice everything:.

i broke the rules.

the rules were to not run any longer and i broke them. oh well.

i went for a run last night outside. i don't remember the last time that i went for a full run outside. i want to say that it was only 4 miles and no big deal, but it was so much more than that to me.

transitioning my cardio from the freedom of  pavement and wherever scenery took me, to an clunky elliptical battling over TV rights, has been hard to say the least. i feel restricted to where, when and how long i can workout for. the saying stands, you never really know what you got until it's gone. there were days where i used to find myself saying, 'i have to go out on a run today'. looking back, it should have been phrased, 'i get to run today'.

running turned into my outlet during college. regardless of what i had going on during school, work, relationships, my living situation, it was stability i could count on. i think the hardest part about this transition is trying to find another outlet, another way to spend my time, to keep my sanity, to maintain my self-worth and identity. this may sound extreme, but identifying myself as a runner for years and than having to find another identity is going to be a journey as i have already realized this week.

this past week was trying and frustrating and i felt as if i had no outlet. any outlet that i did try, yoga, ellipticalling, gardening, made me feel just as defeated because i NEEDED to run, i WANTED to run.

anyway, i took my time enjoying this run, noticing everything :: the changing scenery, fresh air, animals (even though i only saw rabbits, squirrels and birds), smells that changed throughout the route, uneven sidewalks and crunching leaves. i realize that i can't make this a regular thing and i really need to focus on transitioning my lifestyle into less running, less impact activities to help myself and my knee. i know it's going to be a journey of trial and error, good moods and bad moods. it's a journey of uncertainty, but one thing that is certain is i will cherish every run that i GET to do.

next time you are on a run, do me a favor, do yourself a favor and notice everything.


always striving for more,
dee b.






Wednesday, April 18, 2012

.:eating well for cheap:.

i have always enjoyed cooking and watching Food Network. i could spend hours watching Paula Deen, Emeril Lagasse, and maybe Rachel Ray (if it's not early in the morning--too perky for me). i will admit, i am the person at the gym who has the TV turned to Food Network (but will act like i don't care if you change it while cringing inside).

let's face it, it's fun to watch them make the food, but running to print off the recipe (FYI: they can easily be located under the scheduled time of the TV show on foodnetwork.com), then to the grocery store and trying to re-enact it, with perfect hair, makeup and smile, isn't as easy as they make it look. plus, most of the recipes call for crazy ingredients or spices that have to be bought in bulk and will never be used before it goes bad. not good for the storage in the kitchen (or lack thereof) or for my budget!

while i do appreciate the time and effort these professionals take for each detail of these recipes, i am not that tedious nor do the MF or i really take note of all the spice differences which is why i take the recipes that i see online or on TV and make them simple, affordable and maybe a bit more healthy!

i can thank my father for showing me as a little girl, that you can essentially throw anything on to a skillet, combined with the right things and VOILA, a meal is served at a low cost and most likely with leftovers! while i may be a little more picky with my food than my father (read: a lot more picky), his concept makes sense whether you have odd ends that need to be used up or you went to the grocery without a list or plan (epic mistake for me).

while struggling with outgoing bills outweighing incoming paychecks, the first thing i had to cut down was my grocery bill! as all of you may know, eating healthy, clean and fresh is EXPENSIVE even without going organic! i was willing to compromise (read: forced) a little on the healthy and fresh side in order to stay within budget, so i created a few traditional inexpensive dishes with a healthy boost.

BAM! (Emeril, anyone? anyone?)

frozen chicken breast (made stovetop, not ideal) glazed with buffalo sauce with steamed veggies on the side topped with (a little) butter and Parmesan cheese. i am a HUGE fan of steamed veggies because they are essentially effortless with the help of a steamer basket and it is a great way to get rid of veggies that may be getting old soon!

this happens to be brussel sprouts and asparagus (fresh) with broccoli and cauliflower (frozen).

not pictured: petite side of ranch. sorry, i'm not sorry. :)




bring Chipotle home to you! chances are, with a little effort put in to the cooking, this homemade option is going to be healthier than the chain version. this was the MF's idea, so i give him all the credit here. in this pile of goodness, there is cilantro whole grain rice (literally, minute whole grain rice with cut up cilantro), fajita veggies, black beans, tomatoes, salsa, chicken and steak (grilled), cheese, lettuce and yes, there is sour cream!

it may not have had the 'authentic Chipotle' taste, but it tasted fresh and awesome in it's own way!


 ok, this one is a little more complicated then the rest:.

Mexican Quinoa Salad

  • 1 1/2 cups cooked quinoa
  • 1 1/2 cups black beans
  • 1 cup corn, thawed
  • 1 avocado, diced
  • 1 tomato, seeded and diced
  • 1/2 red onion, diced
  • 1/4 cup lime juice
  • 4 cloves garlic, minced
  • 1/2 cup fresh cilantro, chopped
  • 2 tablespoons olive oil
  • 1 teaspoon honey or agave nectar
  • 1 teaspoon sea salt
  • 1 avocado, diced

in a large bowl, combine cooked quinoa, black beans, corn, tomato and red onion. in a blender or food processor, combine lime juice, garlic, cilantro, olive oil, honey or agave nectar and sea salt. process until mixture is smooth. toss with quinoa mixture.

this quinoa may be a little more intensive, but it tastes good served hot, cold, with chips or on it's own! you can't go wrong! tip:. make a large batch, it will last for about 5-7 days refrigerated--leave the perishable veggies out until you are ready to eat it (avocado, tomato).


i feel like this dish should have a cool name, but honestly, this picture is saved to my desktop as 'veggie pasta'. lame.

however, this pasta is far from lame! (shameful pitch)
let's face it, carbs are cheap, but throwing in some veggies can make it less carb-dense. i started buying whole grain or quinoa pasta to feel less bad about eating pasta 2 times a week to cut down on the grocery bill. for this particular meal, i steamed veggies: peppers, asparagus, zucchini, onions and mushrooms to put on top whole grain pasta with red vodka sauce. i try to stray away from white sauces and use more red sauces that are less cream based.



who doesn't love chili, for reals? this was thrown together last minute last night when the MF and i decided we felt like comfort food and here is how we did it:.
he browned the ground beef while i combined in a big pot:.
-1 big can tomato puree
-1 big can diced tomatoes
-1 big can corn
-6 red potatoes cubed
-1 can kidney beans
-carton of baby portabella mushrooms
-1/4 onion diced
-2 green peppers diced
-1 red pepper diced
-packet of Chili seasoning

we ate what happened to warm up in a 1/2 hour and put the rest in a crockpot overnight to let it finished simmering (the potatoes needed to finish cooking). you could literally change this recipe up any way that you want to and it would work well!

ok, so to be honest with you guys, i really do try hard to eat healthy most of the time, but i do have a sweet tooth!

behold, my dessert plate from a brunch on sunday.....


picture courtesy of the MF

yes, that is a chocolate dipped oreo, wafer and rice krispie and yes, there is a waffle underneath all that whipped cream....somewhere. 

is all about balance, right?

always striving for more,
dee b.